Today is 19th July 2007 . Decided to blog again 'cause there's no point mulling over what had happened . The past is over, it's a history, a memory and we can only get tasks completed today and hope for the best tomorrow . . . for the future . It could be my thinking, it could be of what i see, but my principles of life sends logical thoery to me to remind me that it's still better to stick to what i think should be believed . Thus, i see no point changing font size for words which explains about him anymore . Without saying, 7/10 of the time, i'll visit his blog for a look out . Recently saw something which, i think is the reason for me to blog once again . Don't wish to talk about it . I tried to approach him, but end up closing the MSN window, not even a 'Hi' . Whenever i see flyers, whenever i heard any classic or latin or ballroom music and whenever i see someone with similar hairstyle as his, i think of him . However, come to think of him, i thought perhaps i might wanna stop thinking and stop wasting time . To me, maybe because i haven't been into a serious relationship, a rejection means the end of friendship of two persons . Right, enough of him and relationships. Thought that i might wanna find my blog another skin to match my current life situation but then it might be too much a hassle and, i can say that i'm still waiting for some serious love to come . However, i wish to be single as yet till something strike me to take on love/relationship again .

Okay, so now what ? Now . . . is study and work and my group of friends in school, that's all . Everyday i go to school to learn with my five other true best group mates, and we make the best group of 6 in class . =) . We eat together, study together, hang out together, go shopping together and do lotsa things together . And come to work, i'll work a lot to earn as much as i can and i'll buy presentation clothes for myself . ^o^ . I'm getting more crazy at shopping . Other than that, i'll just slack and do the things i wanna do .

Exams are rolling in my schedule again . Had accounting CA2 today, bad . . . gonna keep on hoping that i'll at least get a B+ or a B . Monday is Economics and i'll have to study more and smarter to score high . Next week is last lecture before exam revision week starts . Sigh, so many exams coming at one go, i might become some human-panda living thing on Earth . Lol . But then, i'll work to my best for everything, 'cause i wanna have a bright future that has minimal finance trouble and maximal luxury of this life with happiness floating around me all the time . I aim for the Cs in life - credit card, condominium and car . Laughs . Am i aiming too high ? Once again, the only word to answer the question : 'Perhaps' .

Tomorrow is Teck Whye Sec's public concert again, and i'm going with JieRui . =) . I look forward to it . Look out for the next post coming which is about JieJie's ROM ! ~ May be a bit slow at that, but it's better than not posting about it at all .

From now on, i strive to become what i used to be like . . . and i keep my principles of life obvious so as to be who the MinMin was in the past . Though actions are always tougher than said, i still strive, no matter what . Only the past of me could lead me to the future i aim to be .

Cheers . Ciao ! ~ Nights .

^.^